This Is Not The End

Up until this moment, my adult life has seemed like an open book-I have two blogs and host four Facebook pages for heavens sake!  Everyone knows our business.  However, I have learned that sharing the choices you make in life comes with harsh criticism and judgement most of the time.  Throughout this blog I have felt a shift in relationships, wondered how long I can keep this up, bawled my head off and then smiled through the tears.  I've loved and I've lost and I've found my voice.

Which is why after debating whether or not to make this public, we have decided to continue sharing our story in hopes to just let people know their not alone in their process and give us a record of all the crazy we've endured during the infertility process.  Sometime this Spring-I still want to keep some stuff private-we will be seeing a fertility specialist.  It has taken us 8 years to get to this point.  We've gone through surgeries, medication trials, "resting," and enough waiting to last a lifetime. There have been so many conversations weighing the pros and cons about starting this chapter and then the everyday going-ons in life that have gotten in the way. 

So, we've weighed and measured and come to this chapter.  How we write it out is a total mystery and we hope you will read along because this is NOT the end of our story!